whoa 30,000+ page views so cool wow omg wow
that means
a lot of people have seen my page!
or a few bored people have been visiting it a lot
i'm sorry if that's the case
but anyway! my teacher found my painting yaayayayy!
also, I CAN FINALLY AFFORD SAVANNAH COLLEGE OF ART AND DESIGN
for those of you who don't like that school, shh. this is my moment.
YAYAYYAYAYAY I'M HAPPEH THEY GAVE ME THE MAX AMOUNT OF MONEY FOR MY PORTFOLIO
I don't know if that always happens but man o man i am happy
i am also scared
but oh well.
bad news: i gotta lot of stuff i have to do today and i've only done like one of them. let me make a list for myself [this is boring time so you can stop reading now if you've made it this far]:
- design UIL shirt for my friend -DONE
- finish editing my cousin's senior photos and send to aunt
- finish LATE concentration piece
- finish LATE english assignment
- finish LATE math assignment
- finish LATE newspaper assignment

you got this ellen you go girl you're fantastic and beautiful and smart and talented.
you're a babe.
you're righteous.
you're better than your entire highschool
yeah


[i always make myself positive notes. ask my dad, he found one i wrote to myself on my tv that was a reminder for me to watch something. it said something like "hey ellen, you're looking good. tune to this channel at 7. stay beautiful."
i was only slightly embarrassed.]